My life on the daily

Basically, what's on my mind most of the time nowadays is where I'm gonna be at in the future. There are infinite options for me, there are no limits :) I'm really excited. I know things are going to change, some for better or worse, and I'll definitely find out who my real people are, yet I think I already have a clue who's gonna be there for me outside of just the basic routine school and "kick it" days. One more year, college, life after that...what a journey.

PRIORITIES & GOALS

- GOD: I let him down one too many times, and I can't keep banking on grace... I feel like I really need to step it up, because He's given me more than what I deserve.
- SCHOOL: GRADES NEED TO BE UP THERE, AND I WANNA ACCOMPLISH A LOT BY SENIOR YEAR. I love the feeling of success. Slackin' on the job is NOT wsup anymore.
- FAMILY: Issues, getting them solved. They're who I'm stuck with for life, so I gotta keep that relationship with them. Love them regardless.
- GIRLS: Because they're the ones who are always down. Yeah I don't get to see all of them as much as I'd like, but distance surely doesn't seperate us. Cheesy, but whatever... I love them.
- DEBUT: It's gonna be big. I'm planning early so that I won't be swamped by all the minor details. It definitely won't be as big as my wedding, but it'll be up there. Seisa's know how to party.
- DANCE: Press PLAY, the 2nd family, it's been about 2 years since my audition and still going strong! 6 month break but it ain't nothin', I'll be back for sure.
- KICK ITS: I roll with the most random people in Elk Grove, bringin' together the people you never would've even thought existed in this town. And I'm hella thankful that they're there just for me to forget about all my miseries, hahha.
- MISC: Whoever seems to cross my path.. WORTHTHEWAIT. Pretty much decided that i'm not going to settle for anything less than what I deserve, or anything unworthy of MY precious time...
- JOB: This is one of my top notch. I need the $crill to get ANY of the things I want to achieve. Cash from parents ain't cuttin' it anymore.

Trying to cut back from telling myself and others that “it’s whatever” when truth is, that it’s NOT just whatever… and I really do care. Stop the fronts, I can see right through you.