Hoodie Girl Blasting Beats

What's goooood, it's friday! Nothing big planned this weekend, I'm back to dance for sure & it's good. I'm loving the feelin'. Nothing really much to say... oh besides this rant, yesterdays feeling, old news but still notable..

I’m real late on this, because it happened a while ago. It just came up to my head again & I’d like to make it clear on where I stand.

I really don’t need anyone, I’ve been through too much and I don’t need anyone’s reassurance.

Question is, why do I still try when you’re already doing your own thing? It’s not that I fell, because I sure didn’t. I just thought the chemistry was real; like I said, I’ve mistaken the friendliness for something else, but I wasn’t the only one who saw it. I think everyone saw what was right in front of them. It was pretty obvious, we had the potential for more than just your average two close friends. It’s cool though, I’m not sad or anything, I’m just fed up with people who waste my time.

I was led on to think that there was at least just a little something between us, and maybe there was…but right when we were at the peak of becoming something good, you bailed, and you did it without explanation. In all honesty, you weren’t down for me, and I deserve way more than what you just simply threw at me. I’d like to go off, but I tend to stop myself from showing my full potential on how pissed I am that this has happened once again. I guess I wasn’t really trippin, but now that I think about it, after talking to my mom a little about this time-wasting situation… she has reassured me that it wasn’t right how I was mislead to think that something was going to happen & didn’t. I don’t claim to have my guards up for nothing. I need to check myself. I don’t know why I’m so late on this, I don’t know why I’m even wasting a single thought on this broad… but it’s there, maybe it’s a sign.

Instead of just letting it go and acting as if nothing ever happened, I’m going to show all those tricks out there not to ever mess with me. Don’t underestimate me, you don’t know what I’ve been through to get here.

Thank you & good night.

ekarjfioawjadqwefawaw. ahhh, what a rant. I FEEL BETTER